music,baking,life

WOW!!!
ok…must have shocked everyone rite?
my new sem already started…into week two already now!
bzbzbz…
my new juniors are cute n helpful!
but some are blur like babies…<sorry lah…but some r really lost>
ok….i’m putting up my new timetable here…so everyone can know when to make appointments with me…
LOL..
i m seriously bz..tho i thought i wouldn’t be!

Monday
10am-12pm Intro to cake theory

Tuesday
10am-1pm Principles and Practices of management
2pm-6pm Intro to Cake Practical

Wednesday
10am-12pm Intro to Bread Theory
1pm-5pm Intro to Bread Practical

Thursday
9am-12pm Business Communication(Language)
1pm-4pm Computing Level 1

Friday
10am-1pm Hygiene and Food Safety

study week from July 19th to July 24th
exam week from july26th to July 31st

so u say guys….M i busy or not?
when my sem 4 starts,i m still 3 weeks till sem 1 finishes….
my sem clashes…@@

Tashley

it hurts to have someone u love,ignore u..

Phewwww……finish finals sem 3…..
damn tough…
really dint study much for tis damn sem of mine….
management lah….layout lah….malaysian studies lah….
ish ish ish….
daddy n mummy brought us to see alice in wonderland….
seriously,it sucks…
i prefer dreamworks work..LOL
the dragon is so damn cute….still remember how toothless it was…
n hell it does remind me of  STITCH!!!!
after tis gonna go see clash of titans…
NO…tis time not in 3D…i hate the @#$%^&* glasses…..
hell no….tiring glasses…always wanna fall off my nose…
like i dun have nose to hold it up liddat~~
i m emotionally tired…..
seriously tired….
i have been tortured emotionally by people…
my so called best fren,till the sister who called me sister…
even dissapeared…
thank god…now i know how truly their faces are that  betrayals are not easy to take…
i dun trust people anymore…
it’s hard to face the damn fact…
but i realise…daddy is the only guy in this world who will love me unconditionally…
and mummy will always stand by this daughter and support her emotionally….
i love you mummy and daddy…
thanks for the support and love for this 22 years….
i will only choose people to trust…
and i seriously learnt my lesson that i will not talk to people less they talk to me…
i will not friend anyone less they wanna friend me…
i will NOT respect those who dun gv me even an ounce of respect…
i learnt a hell lot in this past year…
more than i can take it…
but i must take it in my stride…
again…in this new sem and year,
i forgive and forget…too much makes me delusional…
and i dun wanna be labeled as crazy…..
i do my part is enough…
else my heart will bleed…

Tashley

i walk through the sands and mud,
a thinking rippled through my mind,
some feelings came that i can’t even stop,
i feel like drowning in my thoughts,
never to awaken,
to sleep in my world,
never to realise,
i have people who cares for me,
looking into the front,
i see a heavy fog,
your face appears as it has nvr been..
you held your hand to me,
i walked to ur direction and you started to fade,
i cried in the midst of finding you,
help me…i don’t wanna lose you…
i want you to hold my hand…
and walk with me through tis fog…
i miss you.

Tashley

In this darkness i still see,
the tears that fall from you and me,
Through the time and time alone,
we have suffered and gone throughout,
I had loved and still will love,
My love for you will never end,
Be me friend or be me foe,
I will still be here for you,
be it smart or be it dumb,
feelings had will not be gone,
you are always in my heart,
for now,for future till eternity,
I have lost but i must win,
Those who fail shall never seek,
true love vows for you and me,
As we face the light again.

written by ashleytan on 21st March 2010 at 00.10am
Copyright 2010 by Tashley.com

fuhyooo…….mak nenek gila sial….
i really tak boleh tahan with tis subject….
lucky over and done with tis practical liao…
theory tak lah takut sangat seriously…
haiyo….but besok ada cuisine exam pulak…=.=ll
then wednesday got cake decor finals…
then one week study week…
balik rumah,..
and then its back to theory finals…
then finish sem 3…
and masuk sem one…
yoohoo juniors here me come!!
we r gonna study sem one togeda geda!!
lol…

Tashley

hehehe….must admit that i watched it already…
very geng n nice…
the water effect…and the fire too!!
must admit i was kinda nervous cos scared the dragon will fly out…haha…
but the flames was all i got…
lol…
well…the ashes also jz came up and i can tell u i find myself trying to grasp at it…
many laughter squeals from the girls during the movie screening…
my sista was one of em…
i laughed but not really loud…but cute and funny…
wanted to watch alice nxt day…but all fully booked…
the tea garden in MIDVALLEY is huge!! haha…
managed to take some pix…(fb later)
saw the kids colouring…LOL
well…my parents asked me to try get the tickets next week…shall try…
my frens also invite me to go…
so i shall see first lah….
if i go with my frens, i won’t go with my parents…
if i dun go with my frens, i’ll go with my parents..
hahaha…..
till here….gotta prepare for tomoro’s battle….
Ciao~~!!

I guess this statement is kinda familiar…
i am writing my  thoughts again this time…
hmm….why u think i m writing this?
cos if i dun write…i’ll go crazy…
i guess i have always wrote…
expressing my upset and my love to think and read n write at the same time…
just now this form of blogging enables me to let people read…
be it they  like me or hate me or anti me…
they can just shuddap if they dun like it…

Allrite…back to topic…
hmm…girls will always be girls…
i always wake up in da morning…n stare at the ceiling…
why m i awake at this time?
i love to procrastinate on the bed…will it be a lovely day outside?
unfortunately i hate bathing early morning…
if it is cold water,lagi tak payah harap i will go n bathe…
if warm  water i might reconsider….
well…i dun waste my time in da bathroom…
even if i do wash my hair,it only takes me 10-15 minutes the most….cl
i dun get it why other girls need up to an hour to bathe…
allrite…blame me for having short manageable hair instead…
i often wonder why guys want us to keep long hair instead of short…
‘CAN U GUYS TELL ME WHAT’S GOING ON IN YOUR MINDS??’
thanks….

hmm….another thing is when we talk we dun expect u to memorise,we jz want u to understand…
guys have the most perfectly ability to memorise everything we girls say…WOW!!
i don’t need it thank you…
i only need you to understand,when i ask a question,give me an answer…u guys want me to answer you…
nxt time if u dun reply me,fat chance ok?fat chance….
girls love to talk…to gossip…i admit it…
research shows that women who gossip stay alive longer…
it gives us something to do…
and to vent our anger and frustration upon…
well,i dun do it often and much…
being thrust upon someone you dun like gives them the urge to talk bad!
well…for me…i can gossip about myself…not that i wanna do that often…
when you guys rear creepy crawlies it’s like u have feelings towards that living things the way we treat our gossip talk….
well…i prefer to rear doggies….(not that i object,but i m scared of creepy crawlies mind you!)
hmmm…..and my music of course…
but i kinda think my music is not up to par currently…

women spend…i mean girls too…
well…girls=women…
i admit i m a dragoness who sumtimes dun even k about my pocket allocation…
i’d buy small stuff and count em later….
but i m no shopaholic…..
i only buy shoes when i need them or when i see a pair that i will love….
well….i rarely buy them….i only buy about a pair or so once or twice in 2 years….
clothes to me….rare occasion…
my dad always chooses my dresses…
i leave it to him as he always is the fashion expert in my family…
not to leave out that daddy cooks for his daughter….
guess i’ll cook for him nxt time i see him…

ok lah….i’m freezing frm tis aircond…where is my ah koh larr??chuck me here…ish ish ish….
gotta ciao…finals thingy not yet gao tim lerr….

Tashley

this post is totally of my thinking n my thinking alone…
for girls to read and for guys to understand us…
u can like or dislike…but it’s plainly my views…
no disclaimer can be put in…

when a girl says ‘I LOVE YOU’
she means it.she will nvr give her heart to another at the same time.

when she says, ‘CAN WE TALK?’
she doesn’t mean ‘LET”S FIGHT’
she only wants you to listen.

when she says, ‘BABY,I MISS YOU’
she means it…she does indeed miss you…

when she says, ‘I HATE YOU’
she doesn’t mean it…only out of anger…

when she asks, ‘AM I PRETTY?’
she need you to tell her what you think…(honest answers)

when she calls, pick her calls…return it if u don’t…

when she tells you she is crying, she really is…she needs you to comfort her…

when she asks…’DO YOU LOVE ME?’
she doesn’t want re-assurance…she only wants to hear it…heart to heart…

she will cuddle to you when you are upset…
don’t push her away…she don’t know how else to make you feel better…

she’ll occasionally wants to have some time with you,
hold her hands,look into her eyes and don’t even need the words….

she’ll support you in whatever you do…
she’ll never say no to anything she thinks you are doing best for her n u…

if she truly loves you, she won’t be materialistic….
she will be always there for you no matter the hour….

a girl who does not love you will just ignore you…
she will not listen, she will not talk.
she will not care, she will nvr love..

tell him you love him and do not expect him to say I LOVE YOU 10 times a day….

Tashley