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have been watching movies lately…caught all the box office hits….
marmaduke,price of persia,karate kid….what else should i watch?
destress time!!!

Tashley

damn blur…
i slept about 20 hours yesterday…
and today what? i feel more sleepy than ever…
havent been sleeping well lately….
sigh…..sigh……
been avoiding some unnecessary fren lately…
i jz cant seem to meet her up…
it’s like she hurt me so much that there will always be a scar….
she asks when i’ll be back…but yet,even if i go home,i’ll say i’m damn busy…
i can go back…but not to meet her….
yes i am selfish…
i dun wanna meet her….i can talk on da phone n sms…
but i jz dun wanna see her face to face….
it’s not tat i cant let go…
but i jz dun wanna see her anymore…..
i’m tired….feel like sleeping…
but my laptop is giving me too much trouble tat i can’t online…so all my work are jammed for now….
@#$%^&*

sigh….i think i gotta prepare for my fren’s gig again….dunno wanna perform wad lerr….god bless….><

Tashley

i’m rushing against time every moment…every day…every month…
sometimes am jz so fedup of time…
but we have to go with time…
it doesnt wait for me…
so i have to go with it or risk being left out..
i am so busy till i left someone out of my life…
that i havent seen the person for such a long time…
tat i nearly forgotten the existance…
i hate rushing forward…i wanna walk with it gradually…and yet i cant….

Tashley

I’M BU-ZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
whee hee hoo!
haiz…when think of so many things to do in college my head spins…
then when i dun think of it my head spins also…
rite round at that~~
projects…assignments…meetings…
and even a fight…
i will learn to be strong..this i promise..
i will not fall for i am born to be a tough person…
my parents upbringing had helped me thruout’ my years….
i will not escape my troubles in my life…
i will face them bravely..
“air yang tenang jangan tak sangka tiada buaya”
“siapa makan cili terasa lah pedasnya”

being busy next two weeks…
got assessments n a public speaking presentation…
wish me luck guys~~

Till again…
Tashley

YUMS!!!

Cakes for Sem 1!!

Week 1 : Banana Cake & chocolate Hazelnut cake

Week 2 : HR Butter Cake & Butter Cake (Gemuk lah aku)

Week 3 : Vanilla sponge & Fruit Flan

Week 4 : Chocolate Sponge Cake &Black Forest Gateau & Cherry Filling

Week 5 : Moist Chocolate Chiffon, Chocolate Chiffon cake & Orange chiffon cake

Week 6 : Chocolate Sponge Cake, Chocolate Gateau & Pandan Chiffon

Week 7 : Baked Cheese Cake, Florentine Madeleine n Florentine

Week 8 : Chocolate Brownies, Madeira Cup cake n royal icing

Week 9 : Dundee Fruit Cake, Mini Pineapple upside down cake, & Pandan Swiss roll

Week 10 : Chocolate Mousse cake, Chocolate Sponge Cake, Jackfruit Muffin

Week 11 : Chocolate Chip n Walnut Muffin,leopard roll, almond curl

Week 12 : Carrot Cake, Blueberry Muffin & Mini Almond Cake(financier)

Week 13 : Pandan sponge cake,Pandan Kaya Cake, farmhouse cake

Week 14 : EXAMS!!!

Wheeee…..who wants em?

it hurts to have someone u love,ignore u..

i walk through the sands and mud,
a thinking rippled through my mind,
some feelings came that i can’t even stop,
i feel like drowning in my thoughts,
never to awaken,
to sleep in my world,
never to realise,
i have people who cares for me,
looking into the front,
i see a heavy fog,
your face appears as it has nvr been..
you held your hand to me,
i walked to ur direction and you started to fade,
i cried in the midst of finding you,
help me…i don’t wanna lose you…
i want you to hold my hand…
and walk with me through tis fog…
i miss you.

Tashley